I Hope You Love Me...

Heyy everyone just as an input for you before i start todays riot about boys (lol like always!!!) i just want you to know i use mainly song titles as my titles and this one is an original by me. yes it goes along with this writing. Alright now to my thoughts:
I never knew it could be so hard. So hard to tell the guy of your dreams your feelings. But i tried, the first time i had done this i wasnt made fun of because i think everyone knows they have crushes and they can be embarrasing. So the next time you are making fun of someone for liking someone else remember that next time it could be you. Anyways i tried telling him but it didnt get out as well as i thought it would, although i think he has a good idea that its me. its just so many people were around us and...i didnt want them all to know unless we were dating. i mean if someone saw us the totally would think we were dating. i mean we hug a lot and i mess up his hair and he touches me(not the way you are thinking!!!) but is that stuff normal for friends?? and today on the bus he told his ex she wasnt his friend he said i was. he also said that he liked a girl who didnt notice him that way...i wonder who it could be lol. alright peace for now!!
<333Kiley

Til' I Forget About You...

To a guy i thought was the one i would be with forever, if something ever happened...
Yeah so there was this guy and he was amazing. I thought we really clicked...but we never did. I mean if people saw us they would think we were a couple, especially they way he looked at me like he adored me. That look was what told me he liked me, because i saw that look on his face last time he had a girl friend. Then it disappeared until one day, when we were swimming together. Everyone saw the look well except his parents. But his sister who is one of my friends saw it and she thought he asked me out. It was almost as if he did, I mean what guy hugs a girl 24/7 and smiles at her like he would to a girl friend. Okay probably some guys but still. Anyways, that look stayed, and it stayed , and stayed, but one day i saw him looking at a girl with that look. The girl was in his class and i stared at her with devil eyes but he still gave her the look i had learned to love. Thats when i started to ignore him and slowly the look disappeared. He didnt even give it to the other girl. i must've hurt him, but he learned to live, considering the fact he got the other girl as his girl friend. So i gave up and guess what? I havent seen him since...and i dont want to so ha!
<333Kiley

Love Like Woe...

Thats what its like for me when i am around the guys i like. If i have conversations with them the whole time it is just like woe... Most people know what i mean right? Like how did this happen??? lolz but ya know its like i stepped onto a race car track haha i could be hit by the feeling(car) anytime. XD wierd view of it but yeahh. ok well thats all i gotta say. oh and also my version of a quote you all know:

"When one door closes you are stuck until you find the person that is your key."

Alright thats all for today!!! cyas
<333Kiley!!!

To those who build me up and make sure i dont fall...

Heyy all my besties!!! You know who you are!!! Here are some shout outs for the people i love!!! These are the people who made me who i am!!!
Sam, i love you my little lumpy(no homo lol), thanks for being so awesome and not boring!!!
Tati, you are so fun i loves you!
Tori, omg when you are around me i cant stop laughing haha put that in your baloon and pop it!!!
Matt, your the best guy friend a girl could have!!!
And tons of other peoples like jordan you guys make my days happier!!!
kk you all put arrows through my heart!!
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<333Kiley!!!

I Dont Miss You At All...

Ok dan if you happen to ever read this(which i hope you do) then know that i hate you. I do not like you and never will again. Just because you think i do doesnt mean its true and its not i dont miss the days when i did like you. When i think of them i might just throw up. I dont miss you at all so bye...
<333Kiley

Your Biggest Fan...

I can't stop thinking about him. Especially because he's not home right now. I wish I didnt miss him but I do. I just dont get why he is with her again... She doesnt even like him. If you dont know who I am talking about its Matt if i havent said it well hes going out with Kayla again. She keeps saying she is only going out with him so he wont bother her. I mean is that a good reason to go out with someone??? i dont think so lol...whatever.
~Kiley~

Who is my Mr. Right?...

I know i said que sera sera but seriously is fate smart enough to find our mr. rights??? i mean how many people out there suddenly walked into school one day and new that this one guy is your mr right i doubt anyone. so yeah lol but i guess i might find my guy. someday...