I Hope You Love Me...

Heyy everyone just as an input for you before i start todays riot about boys (lol like always!!!) i just want you to know i use mainly song titles as my titles and this one is an original by me. yes it goes along with this writing. Alright now to my thoughts:
I never knew it could be so hard. So hard to tell the guy of your dreams your feelings. But i tried, the first time i had done this i wasnt made fun of because i think everyone knows they have crushes and they can be embarrasing. So the next time you are making fun of someone for liking someone else remember that next time it could be you. Anyways i tried telling him but it didnt get out as well as i thought it would, although i think he has a good idea that its me. its just so many people were around us and...i didnt want them all to know unless we were dating. i mean if someone saw us the totally would think we were dating. i mean we hug a lot and i mess up his hair and he touches me(not the way you are thinking!!!) but is that stuff normal for friends?? and today on the bus he told his ex she wasnt his friend he said i was. he also said that he liked a girl who didnt notice him that way...i wonder who it could be lol. alright peace for now!!
<333Kiley

Til' I Forget About You...

To a guy i thought was the one i would be with forever, if something ever happened...
Yeah so there was this guy and he was amazing. I thought we really clicked...but we never did. I mean if people saw us they would think we were a couple, especially they way he looked at me like he adored me. That look was what told me he liked me, because i saw that look on his face last time he had a girl friend. Then it disappeared until one day, when we were swimming together. Everyone saw the look well except his parents. But his sister who is one of my friends saw it and she thought he asked me out. It was almost as if he did, I mean what guy hugs a girl 24/7 and smiles at her like he would to a girl friend. Okay probably some guys but still. Anyways, that look stayed, and it stayed , and stayed, but one day i saw him looking at a girl with that look. The girl was in his class and i stared at her with devil eyes but he still gave her the look i had learned to love. Thats when i started to ignore him and slowly the look disappeared. He didnt even give it to the other girl. i must've hurt him, but he learned to live, considering the fact he got the other girl as his girl friend. So i gave up and guess what? I havent seen him since...and i dont want to so ha!
<333Kiley

Love Like Woe...

Thats what its like for me when i am around the guys i like. If i have conversations with them the whole time it is just like woe... Most people know what i mean right? Like how did this happen??? lolz but ya know its like i stepped onto a race car track haha i could be hit by the feeling(car) anytime. XD wierd view of it but yeahh. ok well thats all i gotta say. oh and also my version of a quote you all know:

"When one door closes you are stuck until you find the person that is your key."

Alright thats all for today!!! cyas
<333Kiley!!!

To those who build me up and make sure i dont fall...

Heyy all my besties!!! You know who you are!!! Here are some shout outs for the people i love!!! These are the people who made me who i am!!!
Sam, i love you my little lumpy(no homo lol), thanks for being so awesome and not boring!!!
Tati, you are so fun i loves you!
Tori, omg when you are around me i cant stop laughing haha put that in your baloon and pop it!!!
Matt, your the best guy friend a girl could have!!!
And tons of other peoples like jordan you guys make my days happier!!!
kk you all put arrows through my heart!!
---<--3--->
<333Kiley!!!

I Dont Miss You At All...

Ok dan if you happen to ever read this(which i hope you do) then know that i hate you. I do not like you and never will again. Just because you think i do doesnt mean its true and its not i dont miss the days when i did like you. When i think of them i might just throw up. I dont miss you at all so bye...
<333Kiley

Your Biggest Fan...

I can't stop thinking about him. Especially because he's not home right now. I wish I didnt miss him but I do. I just dont get why he is with her again... She doesnt even like him. If you dont know who I am talking about its Matt if i havent said it well hes going out with Kayla again. She keeps saying she is only going out with him so he wont bother her. I mean is that a good reason to go out with someone??? i dont think so lol...whatever.
~Kiley~

Who is my Mr. Right?...

I know i said que sera sera but seriously is fate smart enough to find our mr. rights??? i mean how many people out there suddenly walked into school one day and new that this one guy is your mr right i doubt anyone. so yeah lol but i guess i might find my guy. someday...

Que Sera Sera...

Yeah i know i used that term last post but i love it. Right now its me and Sam's life lol. It means: 

"Whatever will be, will be."

Or you can say it means whatever happens, happens. So we wont try to make things what we want, we will believe in fate. If it wants us to be with someone, fate will find a way. Yes we may try to get someone to like us by flirting but if you've been liking a person for maybe a year and they suddenly ask you out do you think it was your countless flirting, or fate? I pick fate...but leave your thoughts in the comments below. By the way feel free to ask me and Sam any questions, maybe about your relationships or ours. Anyways I've been thinking about Que Sera Sera and everytime i do it makes me feel happy. I dont know why but it makes me feel like im doing something right. For myself and for other people. I dont know why other people but maybe because i wont be bothering them with my lovey dovey problems. haha but maybe ive bothered people by telling them about my thoughts on boys. well sorry to those people now i know que sera sera. Ok well thats all for now by guys!
~Kiley~

harder than you know....

Heyy Kiley and Sam here!! Well me and Sam have both thought of my advice and have decide que sera sera. Which means "whatever will be, will be." so we arent going look at the ground and bump into something or look all around and trip, we are going to look ahead and hope for the best. But its harder than you know to stop searching. We are thinking we will always fall head over heels for guys but not let it take over my life. Its like we are birds. We try to fly the first time and get scared, so sometimes we just need a push. And what i mean by that is sometimes we try not to love and we go for a guy but we need a friend to push us and help us to remember where we are going and why we are. So thankyou to all my friends i love you all and i love you the most sammy you da bomb girl! So you keep chillin' my home fried grillin'! Lol peace everyone(i will try not to love you **** but its harder than you will ever know. Oh who am i kidding i love you ***** **** **** jk its just ****)
~Kiley~

Is it harder for us...or them.....

Sam if you are reading this I feel bad...real bad...i hate hearing about you feeling bad, but I think this feeling is something neither of us can avoid... He has always been there for you and on the bright side he probably always will be, but maybe he just doesnt know how to think yet. Sam you two have been friends for a long time, and he's always thought of you like that, but now maybe he's thinking of you in a different way, but isnt sure of his feelings. I mean...guys arent good at feelings, not like we are anyways. So it might be harder for them. Although maybe I'm entirely wrong, maybe he doesnt think of you like that. But Sam you cant be thinking of that. You have a life so go live it dont be stuck worrying about some guy, thinking about him climbing to your window like in fairtales. Because thats what they are fairy tales wait for the right guy to be you fairy tale. Let him find you dont look for him. Sure we may think of guys as cute or hott, but it shouldnt be anymore then that. We should go live in the present not the past or future. Dont look ahead and dont look back. Look at the ground and keep walking this troubled path we call life.
~Kiley~

I Want To Know If You Will Treat Me Well...

Heyy everyone! It was a no-go today on Sam and Matt which means he's still free!(no offense sam) Well this just makes me want him, i mean i would say yes if he asked me out but would he treat me good? I hope so but who knows... Well i guess thats it haha seeya!!!
~Kiley~

If you asked me for my heart, there's no way that I'd say no...

Ummm about that title...yeah i had to use it... You may ask why but its because...I cant stop thinking about Paul. Not this new kid at my school who's kind of cute...the old Paul, but I wont go back to him. Who I really want to talk about is...Avery. I swear he was staring at me. He mustve been, lol. I know if sam reads this she will say something but stilll haha sorry sam when you read this sorry! lol peace!
~Kiley~

I Guess Im Happy For You...

Yeah well if just learned that Matt(a guy i sorta like in my school) likes Sam. Yeah I'm happy for her but I'm kinda sad it's not me. But not sad enough to ruin it for her, actually I'm gonna help them get together... ***WARNING: YOU MAY GET CONFUSED BY THE FOLLOWING***
Well sam hugged him twice since school started. If he starts to crack and not want to ask her i will say, "Matt dont you think those two hugs meant something?" Haha that should get him to ask her haha. They better get together or i will be so...ive put a lot of hard work into this. Anyways byee guys!
~Kiley~

Back to School!

Heyy everybody! So as you can see I just went back to school today, so I might not be able to write as often but trust me i will still post! Haha, well today wasnt the best day... Well for starters me and sam arent in the same classes lol and i got lost twice! But i guess it was still okaay... well bye
~Kiley~

sicky sick sick lol

Hey everyone well as you can see from the title im sick. but no worries cause im feeling better! I cant believe I start school in 4 days! I still havent gotten my schedule so i better get it soon or else I'll be walking into school not knowing where to go!!! Lol. Well thats all for today ill write later byee!

The Death of My Love???

Yeah so i like(d) this guy. He started acting like a jerk so i gave up on him...sorta. Well my friends told me to, and i told them i did, but i didnt exactly give up on him, well not completely. But im planning on it haha...maybe lol

but i think i should give up on him...i mean i know im stronger than that, but i think love has been overpowering me. I mean i was so sure he was perfect and i forced myself to believe it but maybe he's not so perfect, although neither am i lol. but is anyone exactly perfect...no. So who knows maybe he just needs some work...we'll see...

NeverShoutNever

I swear I'm in love with him! He's my favorite singer, I listen to him all day long. Now who am I talking about??? Christopher Drew Ingle!!! He's the singer in NeverShoutNever(look him up on youtube). Here's his pic.

yeah thats him hahaha. Well watcah waiting for? Look him up on youtube!!!

What's the BUZZ!!??!! (1)

Hey people! This is my new column on my blog called Whats the buzz? It's about celebs and their probs. Ok we all know about Lindsay Lohan, right? Yeah she had a nice career, you may have seen some of her movies. Yeah well her life was nice until she landed herself in jail. She was sentenced to i think 90 days. But of course as she is Lindsay Lohan I think she spent 22, yeah well to keep it short she got out early. She had 24 hours with her family before she went to rehab. I'm pretty sure she got out of that not to long ago. But keep your eyes peeled and ears open for more dish on her, cause whats next? Thats all from todays What's the BUZZ?