Saturday, December 4, 2010

I am But I Dont...

I know i am. But i dont. I know i am. But i dont. I know i am. But i dont. I know i am. But i dont. I know i am...but i dont. I know i am falling for you. but at the same time i dont. and i dont want to be. i know i like you and you are always on my mind. but i dont know about hers. should i love when i know it could kill? she may get hurt but she needs to know i think about him all the time...i love him.
i do
<333Kiley

All My Lies...

Ive told my share of lies. i dont want to be held up anymore. none of you know who is on the inside but im willing to let you to. if i have lied do we all have lies? tell me your lies. i know my friends have them. i know he has them. i know ive thought things and realized they arent true. is that lying? is it lying to myslef? i feel like i have been so ask me anything now. no more secrets im done.
<333Kiley

Friday, December 3, 2010

Dont Make It Harder Than It Is....

Don't say you love me. I know its a lie. Your family wants this, I don't. I never thought it would be you. I wished it would be but I never believed myself. Lots of people lie to me and I'm done with it. Short, sweet, and to the point. I'm done.
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Keep Secrets
Keep Lies
Keep Love
Keep Trouble
Keep Breathing
Keep Hope
Keep Thoughts
Keep Dreams but most importantly
Keep Me. You know i like you. they told you many times. is it to much to ask you tell me you dont like me? is it to much to ask you tell me if you do like me? I need to know what you are thinking. Are you still thinking of her? i want an answer not another question. Just Breathe tell me the truth tell me what i need to know. Ive written more poems and songs about you then i need to. I want to know.
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Your past stays with me. Even though i know i need to let it go. I wanted to stay friends but i hear the rumors, i try and tell you but you wont listen so make a decision. is this what you wanted?
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can someone give me a sign from up above? what do i do right now? can someone give me advice from here? i need it.
<333Kiley